Ok, I'm back

I feel motivated again! Phew. I've worked out the past 2 days and I've eaten really well. I know I can do this. Thanks for your words of encouragement, by the way. It helps.

Yesterday, I decided to do my Turbo Jam DVD while the girls were occupied. I hadn't done it in months.

It worked out really well. Kate was asleep in her swing, and I put Paige at the table with snacks and coloring books. She kept saying, "Keep going, mom!" It was so cute. And then after a while she said, "Ok mom, that's enough." I missed doing Turbo Jam. It's fun and it goes by really quickly. I'm going to try to it whenever I get a chance. It's nice to be able to workout at home.

Help!

I can't stop eating! I don't know what is wrong with me. For a while there, I was so motivated and I was staying within my calorie limits, but now I've lost my motivation and I just feel hopeless. Ugh! Any suggestions?

Also, I think it is so hard to exercise when you have a newborn. I am exhausted all the time, so working out sounds like death. Man, this is hard.

I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening. :)